PinkSpaceBender
Hey, I'm Pinkbender, aka the AO3 writer PinkSpaceBender. Thanks for stopping by my carrd. Just a note, you must be 18+ to interact and to read my writing.I've recently started writing in the Heated Rivalry fandom. I'm really new to the series and have seen the show and have read part of the HR book, but don't want to spoil S2, so I ceased it...!
My writing interests and themes
I enjoy exploring different aspects of relationships in my work and like to run through a broad range of themes as I follow whichever tangents come up during writing. For that reason, I enjoy writing prompts and prompt memes, etc., and exchanges. I take part in many events, often to push my boundaries and, in this way, often come across new interests. I grew up in places and times where homophobia and being closeted were the norm, so if you find those themes 'painful' and 'boring,' perhaps move on to something else, as those themes are of interest to me. If you find dead dove, recreational substances, and different world and life experiences distasteful, then perhaps move on again.Common themes I return to include the realization of feelings, first times, forbidden love, coming out, secret relationships, lust and pining, omegaverse and destined pairs, romance, fluffy smut, being dense/being in denial about love/lust/romance/feelings, first relationships, getting together, desire, etc. and all the discoveries that follow!Favourite kinks to read/write: Dubious consent, threesomes, noncon, drugging, drink spiking, in vino veritas, sex pollen, bondage, fisting, d/s, possessive, marks bruises scratches, cuts welts, abduction and captivity, voyeurism, daddy/boy, piercings, cutting, somnophilia, enema, non-consensual drug use, blindfolds, stockholm syndrome, breeding kink, non-consensual bondage, bloodplay, breathplay.If you are a reader of my works for various AUs or just popping in for one story, thank you for reading.
My fics
Breathe in, breathe out. (omegaverse)
When Ilya walks into the showers and finds Hollander experiencing his first heat, he finds himself having to assist more than he ever expected to.Other Worlds (vampires)
Shane Hollander has been missing for months, and Ilya is not handling it well, as they were just getting intimate.Home:Sick (omegaverse)
Shane, an omega who is hiding his status, does not expect the first person to learn of it to be his alpha roommate, Ilya, in an anonymous meetup for a heat week sharing arrangement.Don't mention her tonight!
After his public affair with Rose Landry, when Shane tries to follow an angry Ilya out the back door of a Boston nightclub, a very inebriated Marleau agrees to let the drunk Metros player into Ilya's apartment to discuss hockey and their rivalry and just generally whatever... IF Shane agrees to take a little colored pill before he goes to talk to Ilya about his recent poor performance on the ice.Appearing on His Radar (omegaverse)
Something's different about Shane on a day when he and Rozanov have one-on-one training together, and it changes everything for Shane. (alpha/alpha bitching)Solari delicacies and Soaring Feelings
Finn allows Dane to take him on a mystery outing on a rare free afternoon.Whirlpools in His Hair
When Shane and his college roommate Ilya stumble through a clump of mystery mushrooms at a rave they attend with their friends, somehow, their relationship moves on to a new level.I'd Probably Still Adore You With Your Hands Around My Neck.
Shane accepts a drink from a player from another team at a bar and ends up having him over to his place, but the night does not go at all as planned.
About Me
I'm interested in a few things non HR... Architecture, art, manga, film, gaming, travel & cooking the foods from those trips, etc.I can't help getting overwhelmed by HR social media and the discourse & wank sometimes, but I try to stay out of it.I really find anti/puritan culture detestable, and am proship if that even needs to be said.
Where to find me
I mostly exist on X or discord but you can find me on bsky, tumblr, and my fics are up on ao3 :)